by Marty Coleman | Jan 1, 2013 | Be It Resolved - 2012 |
It’s with charity in my heart that I tell you it’s day #5 of Resolution Week!

Rant
You know what gets my goat? Did you even know I had a goat? I don’t so never mind. You know what bugs me? When people rant and rail against the big bad welfare recipient who buys malt liquor and cigarettes with food stamps and drives a BMW and goes on vacations to Disney World. It’s not really a specific violator but a generic description meant to enrage people that somehow they personally are getting ripped off because someone who doesn’t deserve something is getting it. In other words, they are pissed off that life is unfair. They have problems and are dealing with them, but in the meanwhile these low-lifes are living high on the hog and not facing their issues and it just pisses people off.
Heart
Part of me understands but a larger part of me sees it as a heart closing up tight. It is the heart finding reasons to not love, to not give, to not have empathy or sympathy or understanding. Because in truth, the overwhelming vast majority of people who are on welfare, food stamps, some sort of government assistance are not in that fraudulent category. But that doesn’t matter to the hardened heart. They just think everyone should be able to do what they have done, make it as they have made it, behaved as they have behaved. And that, along with them telling the fraud story to themselves again and again, give them the excuse to not care. They don’t care because they have rationalized that those people don’t deserve care.
Who Do You Know?
They wouldn’t be able to rationalize like that if they actually knew those people in need, but they don’t. They might know a neighbor who is having a tough time and say, ‘ok, but that is a different story’. They might be told by their pastor about a family at church that had a bad thing happen and they say, ‘ok, but that is a different story’. And they are right, it is a different story. It’s a real story. But each and every person has a real story, even if they appear to meet some cliche.
Charitable vs Irritable
The question is, Where is your heart? Is your heart charitable or is it irritable? You’ll be much happier, and so will those around you, if it’s charity you feel. And that charitable heart will not allow people to do bad things any more than an irritable heart. It will just allow you to approach each person with love instead of judgment.
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Drawing by Marty Coleman
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Answer to yesterday’s trivia question:
Question: Who was the richest man to die on the Titanic and why was he on it?
Answer: John Jacob Astor. He was on the ship because he had married an 18 year old girl after divorcing his wife, a scandal of immense proportions in the US at the time. They had gone to Europe to escape the publicity and let the firestorm calm down. They returned when they learned his new wife was pregnant. She survived, he died. She gave birth to John Astor IV a few months later.
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 31, 2012 | Be It Resolved - 2012 |
I am humbled to announce today is the last day of 2012 AND day #4 of Resolution Week!

The Naked and the Clothed
We like to clothe ourselves in many things. We have our careers, families, money, homes, cars, friends, culture, fitness, style, science, beauty, youth, and, of course, actual clothing. These things can give us the illusion that we are in control of our lives and in truth, since our lives do consist, in part, of those things, we are indeed controlling our lives. But it’s also very easy to use those same things to hide an even larger truth about our lives, and that is that we are not in complete control. Underneath all those things we can control are many more things we can’t.
The Known Maybe and the Unknown Certainty
My father, Skeets Coleman, is 94 now. And we all know his death is coming because he is old. That is known. But in spite of his advanced age he is still in relatively good health and we actually don’t know when or how he will die. And we also don’t know if one of his children or grandchildren will die before he does. It isn’t likely that will happen and we would not want it to be so but the truth is we do not know. What do we know for certain? We will die. But even that immutable truth is an unknown to us until the moment (or shortly before the moment) arrives.
What is in Front of Us?
Do you know what your life is going to be like? Do you have it planned out? That is good, nothing wrong with planning. It is ok to feel good about your life and who you are. Being humble isn’t about purposely dissing yourself to appear humble. It’s about understanding reality. It is about remembering that all the ‘master of the universe’ desires we may have and may act on will not completely reduce the unknowns. It is good to be humble as we acknowledge that the universe, god, karma, science or whatever combination of things is at work, is beyond our control.
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Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman
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Trivia of the Day (answer tomorrow)
The richest man on the Titanic died. Who was he and why was he on the boat?
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 28, 2012 | Be It Resolved - 2012 |
I have diligently prepared for you day #3 of Resolution Week at the NDD. Enjoy.

Creating Self
A friend of mine here in Tulsa, Erin Patrick, has a favorite saying, ‘You don’t find yourself, you create yourself’. There is a great truth in that. Finding yourself indicates you existed before, like finding a coin on the side of the road or a lost puppy. It existed and then you found it. But the quote says that isn’t true about people. We don’t exist off somewhere in the future waiting to be found, we don’t exist at all until we decide who we want to be. We might decide unconsciously, as a matter of fact a lot of evidence in the past decade points to a huge portion of our lives being decided by unconscious elements in our history and present day.
Conscious and Deliberate
But there is still plenty we consciously decide and create. We decide to exercise or not. We decide to pursue needlepoint or painting or both. We decide to go to college or graduate school or not. We decide to wear something sexy or something dowdy. Those are all things we can, in large part, control. The main deciding factor in whether we get good at one of those things, or finish a course of action, is our diligence, our perseverance. Do we keep at it until we are a master of it or do we become a light weight diletante? Do we keep going until we have graduated or do we quit? Do we make excuses for not sticking with something?
The Life Self-Portrait
What you do, whether deliberate or unconscious, contributes to who you are to become. Being deliberate about it allows for choices and more opportunities. But what about becoming expert in things they don’t teach in school? What about being deliberate about being a lover? Can you be deliberate about practicing love? Yes, of course you can. And will become a great lover as a result? Yes you will. Practice love in it’s practical forms; being thoughtful, sensitive, kind, joyful, grateful, empathetic, patient and honest, and you will become a loving person. It’s not magic and it’s not a secret. You simply create yourself by practicing who you want to be.
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Drawing by Marty Coleman, who is a lover, not a fighter.
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Question of the day
What is the latin word for ‘Diligence’?
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 27, 2012 | Be It Resolved - 2012 |
Be patient, it’s only day #2 of ‘Resolution’ week!

Just Missed!
You know what is so annoying? When you are just about to tell your spouse something they do really bugs you but they tell you something you do bugs them first and then you can’t tell them what bugs you because it will sound like you are deflecting and distracting and not willing to listen to what they are saying so you have to listen to them tell you this thing that bugs them and the whole time you are barely paying any attention and just itching to tell them what bugs you!
Too Much Time Together
My wife and I had our annual ‘we are spending way to much time together and starting to annoy each other’ holiday conversation last night. It actually went well and we had a good talk, no fighting, no argument, no big disagreement (except about the nutritional value of the ‘beige’ meals we have too often). But what we did do is talk about our daughters. I have 3, she has 1, all grown up now. What we see now that they are older is the ongoing importance of having patience with them growing up, learning how to be an adult.
Young Patience
Of course when they are young we know to have patience with them learning how to do something, like build something with blocks. We know that after we do the initial teaching the best thing we can do is to stand back and let them learn on their own. We can’t help them too much or else they really won’t learn as thoroughly as they need to. Most parent know that’s how it works.
Forever Patience
But when they grow up it’s even more important to be patient but much harder to do so. We want to spare them real pain and suffering and that translates into sparing them not real pain, but just the typical hands-on life action they need to become fully functioning adults. It might be them having to get the oil changed in their car or it might be them having to navigate the dating or job world. It might be them having to learn how to travel internationally or maybe it’s them figuring out how to rent an apartment. It’s not that we don’t help with any of it, but we can’t do it for them completely. If we do we are denying them the essential building blocks of adulthood, and that is doing them no favors at all.
Are you patient, either with yourself or others? Could you be better at it? What do you have to do…I mean practically, really, step-by-step do…to make patience a more balanced part of your life?
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Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman, who is pretty patient but not pretty.
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Answer to yesterday’s question of the day
Question: What do you think is the most often stated New Year’s resolution?
Answer: Spend more time with family and friends. I am not sure people say this that much right after Christmas though, do you? #2 is the one I thought would be #1. It’s to get fit.
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 26, 2012 | Be It Resolved - 2012 |


Prints are still available. $25.00
Five resolutions I give to you. Here is the first.
Resolve to be kind. I don’t say ‘resolve to be kinder’ because who knows if you are even kind to begin with? Maybe you have no kindness in you or maybe you only had kindness long ago, before the world and you wore yourself down. Resolve to be kind.
Resolve to be kind. I don’t say ‘resolve to be kinder’ because maybe you already are kind enough. But even if you are kind, you still have to make a choice when the moment arrives, to show and express that kindness. You always have the choice to be mean or kind. Resolve to be kind.
Resolve to be kind. I don’t say ‘resolve to be kinder’ because that lays a judgment on the quality of your past kindnesses. Looking back and comparing is of little value. You know don’t need to be thinking about the past, you just need to see the need in the here and now. Resolve to be kind.
Resolve to be kind. I don’t say ‘resolve to be kinder’ because that can set up a competition. Can you be kinder than your wife or husband or neighbor? Can you prove to the world you are the kindest of them all? If you do, you won’t have been practicing kindess. You will have been practicing ego stroking. Resolve to be kind.
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Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman, who likes to be kind.
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Question of the Day
What do you think is the most often stated New Year’s resolution?
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 21, 2012 | Sin and Science - 2012 |

An Unexpected Call
My drawing and commentary of a few days ago about the Sandy Hook shooting got a huge response, well over 60 comments so far and counting. This was due more to me harassing my friends to comment than it was to them just being cosmically led, but I will take them any way I can get them. One of my friends, Kaci Christian, a former reporter here in Tulsa who now lives in LA, took the extra step of actually calling me on the phone to talk about my post. We talked about many things but one thing I liked in particular was her thinking I could expand on the 5 elements by adding the mouth and the ear to compliment the eye. And I think she is right. There are many things to say about both but I am going to continue the track I started a few days ago and apply how these elements had a hand in the tragedy and how they might contribute to a solution as well.
The Mouth – The mouth takes in and it sends out. More than one person talked about how what we put in our body makes a huge difference in who we are, and that is true. But the immediate concern is what comes out of our mouths. This is about what we say in regards to the Sandy Hook tragedy but in a greater sense it’s about what we say any time. Do we talk with a helping hand at the heart of our thoughts or do we talk with an accusatory and judgmental gun pointed at another person, either the person we are talking to or an absent person, either an individual or a group of people.
I have many friends on both the left and right of various debates. I live in Oklahoma so a lot of my day to day friends from running, photography, church, etc. are conservative. I also happen to be from both coasts; raised in California and spending my teen years in Connecticut (not all that far from Newtown). I also am an artist who has spent a fair amount of time with other artists. Those elements lead me to have many liberal friends as well.
The big differences showed up quite angrily during the recent election of course, and there were times when I went too far in expressing myself. My words were too accusatory and judgmental. Not always, sometimes the words were needed and I don’t apologize for that. But other times I just let my anger about an issue get the better of me and I wrote or spoke words that were more of a gun than a hand.
I need to do better with my mouth and the words I let come out. What about you?
Remember this: You do have the ability to make your words be a hand that helps or a gun that shoots. Choose to speak as a hand reaching out.
The Ear – It can hear but does it listen? That is the age old question, isn’t it. Ask many married couples and you will hear stories of them not listening to each other in spite of hearing the words. The key always seems to come down to listening for what is said between the lines, not the line itself. How do we do that in the aftermath of something like Sandy Hook? When I hear a gun owner angrily defend his ownership of guns, what does he really want us to know? When I hear a friend go on an impassioned plea about mental health issues, what is behind it?
When I was first married, to both my wives actually, I heard the obvious from both of them. What they said is what I heard. Too late in my first marriage I finally heard what she was wanting me to hear, not just her auditory sounds. It’s made for a positive post-marriage relationship between the two of us, but I certainly do wish I wasn’t as dumb about it all during the marriage. The good thing is that I do think I learned something from those years and do better with Linda, my wife now. Of course, I am sure she would say I still have plenty of work to do in hearing her but I think she might also say I try hard to get to what is being said with her heart, not just her words.
How can we listen, not just hear, all the responses and feelings about Sandy Hook? We have to start with assuming the best of people. If we only listen for cliche conservative or liberal messages and respond with anger at the assumed agenda then that is all we will hear. Focus on finding out what are the hopes and fears of the person who is talking, not what is their agenda (even if they have one) and we find who they are underneath it all. Then we can listen with compassion and love, not reactive deafness.
What do you listen for?
Remember this: You have the ability to hear deeper than the words spoken. You can hear the hand or you can hear the gun, both often come out at the same time. Choose to hear the hand reaching out.
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Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 19, 2012 | Sin and Science - 2012 |

The children and adults at Sandy Hook are dead because of the 5 elements shown above. Unless we address those five elements we will not have the change we want. Here why I think they matter.
- The Gun – Yes, the gun matters. It was a gun that was used to killed them. Those who say it doesn’t matter, that if guns were banned the bad guys would find some other way of committing mass atrocities are wrong. There is ample evidence that people will not be likely to kill another person if they have to use a weapon that demands them to be in contact with the person. They will not use a knife for example because they would have to be right there with the person and they would be afraid of having the weapon taken away and it being turned on them. They are also afraid they wouldn’t know how to actually do the killing or be strong enough. And finally they would not want blood all over them. Sick, but true. So, guns, and what type of guns are legal, matter in the debate. To say they don’t is to deny reality.
- The Hand – Yes, the hand matters. It was a specific person who pulled the trigger. He (or in rare cases she) should be held personally responsible for their actions. That is what our legal system is built for and should be used for. Training our children to take personal responsibility for their actions is one of the primary jobs of a parent, and those supporting the family. Having sane and effective consequences for the child, and, even more importantly, adults, who do not take that responsibility are essential. If we don’t include this in the debate we will not find the most effective answer to our violence problem.
- The Brain – Yes, the brain matters. I called it a brain instead of a mind because I want to focus on the reality of what happens in the physical part of the body called the brain. Mental illness is an unfortunate term in some ways because it makes us think that it’s simply about what a person thinks, not the physical structure of the brain itself. If you break a bone in your arm you don’t say you have an arm disease. When you pull a quad muscle during a run you don’t say you have a thigh disease. You call it something specific. You have a pulled quad muscle or a broken arm. People with mental illness have something physically wrong with their brain. It is harder to distill than when the injury is in other parts of the body, but it’s just as real. What that means is that it is not true that all people are in control of themselves and their actions at all time. There are things that happen in the brain that change perception of reality and make people not able to understand right from wrong, real threats from imagined ones. We are learning more about this all the time. We need to include this focus on the brain, how it can malfunction and what we can do to heal it or else we will not have an satisfactory answer to our national problem.
- The Eye – Yes, the eye matters. What we fill our eyes (and thus our minds) with affect who we are. If we spend our time watching movies and games that have as their focus the hurting of other people again and again, whether physically or emotionally, then we are very likely to start thinking along those lines. Programs, games and events that insistently show or allow us to participate voyeuristically in murder, killing, raping, terrorism, war and mayhem for it’s entertainment value do indeed move us in that direction. It becomes what we think about more than if we didn’t see or interact with those things. But I am also talking about mean-spirited, gossipy, and self-righteous programs and speakers whose sole goal is to make fun of other people, to cut them down and belittle them for being different than, and thus less than, they are. What we watch and put in our minds and hearts matter.
- The Dollar – Yes, money matters. Gun manufacturing is driven by sales, just as cars and toys are. No sales and the cars, toys or guns will not be manufactured. Vested interests, including everyone in the gun industry, mental health industry, video game &TV/movie industry, and science industry, have a right to make a living. There is nothing wrong with them arguing responsibly from their point of view but we should always understand they have a vested financial interest, even as they might be discussing things rationally. In the end, we as a nation are not primarily responsible for their industry’s financial health, they are. Our primary responsibility, foreign or domestic, is to protect our citizens. We have a right to come together and make laws that facilitate doing that. We regulated tobacco, cars, chemicals, transportation and many other things for the express purpose of protecting our citizens, even when doing so meant those industries had to change and adapt. However, the most effective voting we can do is with our pocket book. As a parent, you don’t have to buy that violent video game for your child for Christmas. As an adult you don’t have to pay to see a violent movie. As a gun enthusiast you don’t have to buy a semi-automatic assault rifle and high volume magazines. As a college graduate you can contribute to your alma mater doing research in neuroscience to help move our knowledge along in that field. As a citizen you can contribute to and participate in activities that promote safety and sanity. You have control over your money, use it wisely.
Those are the elements that matter. Those are the areas that need to be addressed. Give me a reasonable idea on how we as a nation can deal with and change our behaviors in those areas and we can start a productive discussion. What do you think?
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Drawing and commentary by Marty Coleman
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 18, 2012 | Sin and Science - 2012 |

Blaming Sin
I have heard more than once (actually, more than a dozen times most likely) in my church life a pastor take our modern era to task for giving up on sin. They say something along the lines of ‘You know, we used to call a sin a sin but now we call it a syndrome or a condition or a societal issue. What we need to do is get back to calling a sin a sin.’ The point the pastor is leading to is personal responsibility, which is a worthy and valuable goal for ourselves and to teach to our children. Blaming others or society or anything else is often just a way to avoid taking the blame yourself in other words. But you know what another way of taking the blame off our selves is? By calling it sin.
Sin and Pride
The concept of sin is, as I mentioned yesterday, attached to ‘original sin’. It is explained by classic Christianity as something we have in us always. It’s something we can’t escape or work our way out of. As a matter of fact, many denominations have a central part of their liturgy being a recitation of how continually bad we are. What is that recitation and the underlying theology but a method of saying it’s something we are just stuck with. As a matter of fact, those who attempt to get rid of sin are often accused of being prideful.
Suspending Judgment
We can call it sin, we can say it’s from Satan if we want, but the truth is that doesn’t help us figure anything out about what to DO about it. All we really hear in church is to not do it. If we do sin then it is a moral failure. And we know how effective it is to condemn someone morally is in making them repent, right? No. So, what if we, while still using the word ‘sin’ if we want, actually start to look at what happens scientifically when someone does something bad. How about we put away the moral judgment for a bit while we investigate what is happening? What do we have to lose by doing that?
Effective Exploration
I certainly am not saying there isn’t personal responsibility. What I am saying is let’s be effective in how we figure out that responsibility. If that means we investigate what goes wrong in the synapse of the brain, then that’s what we do. If it means we explore how nutrition and upbringing effects behavior, then let’s do that. Whatever it is we pursue the answer as best we can. Our goal, after all, is to reduce ‘sin’, right? Well, since figuring out what causes it is essential to reducing it, let’s focus on how to do that instead of focusing on the judgment, which gets us no where.
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Drawing by Marty Coleman
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 17, 2012 | Sin and Science - 2012 |

Original Sin
This past week has been all about the Sandy Hook killings and the need for a new discussion about gun regulations and mental health. But I noticed something else that got me thinking and that was the big emphasis on ‘sin in the world’. It certainly is easy to say it, especially based on the predominant Christian background of culture in the US. Christianity states sin came in the world with Adam and Eve’s disobedience to God. All evil and all bad things stem from that basic doctrine of ‘original sin’.
Sin, Control and Power
There is a problem with this concept of sin. It is a mythical tale that through oral tradition story telling explains why we are the way we are. But what it doesn’t do is allow itself to be dissected very easily. It needs to be kept in an abstract realm to fit in theologically with the rest of Christianity. If it is dissected its power to impart guilt and condemnation will be destroyed. The powers that be in the Church and in the ensconced power in society as a whole doesn’t want that to happen because if it does, those who are invested in that story no longer have power over you. The can’t blame you or guilt you into behaving as they would like you to.
Mental Illness Explored
Let’s talk about mental illness as one example of how ineffective power is taken away if sin is explored. In medical and scientific circles they know that a mental illness is when something abnormal happens chemically, electrically or biologically in the brain of an individual. They know there is both therapeutic and/or pharmaceutical possibilities of treatment. They also know that research needs to continue into neuroscientific areas so we can learn more about why brains do those ‘evil’ things. What really makes it happen, all the way down to the cellular level, in other words.
Stop Signs
But in the certain religious oriented population it’s more likely you will hear this bad behavior talked about as a result of our sinful condition. And here is the rub – what do you do with that information? Do you scientifically find out the landscape of sin? How it develops chemically? Do we go to a medical lab and delve into sin with an electron microscope to see how it behaves? No, we don’t. We just say it exists and isn’t that too bad. Oh well. Let’s hug our kids and hope for the best.
Go Signs
That is not good enough. We should rid ourselves of the guilt of sin by going beyond it and exploring bad behavior in as much detail as we can in as many directions as we can. That is how we will find answers, not by saying it’s sin and that’s that.
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Drawing by Marty Coleman
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by Marty Coleman | Dec 16, 2012 | Albrecht Durer, Art, Artists I Love |
I first got to know the work of Albrecht Durer, who was a Northern Renaissance artist, when I took an advanced seminar course on printmaking at the Boston Museum of Fine Art while I was attending Brandeis University. I found his work harder to understand than the other two artists we studied, Rembrandt and Goya, but that didn’t make me appreciate his genius any less. And a genius he was. Take a look at his self-portrait when he was a very young teenager.

He was raised to be a goldsmith like his father but was such a talent that he apprenticed the largest printmaking shop in the area instead. He traveled around Germany after that and eventually made his way to Italy where he drew some of the first pure landscapes in the history of Western Art.

Albrecht Durer – ‘The Great Piece of Turf’ – Watercolor, Pen & Ink – 1503
He was one of the first in Northern Europe to systematically investigate anatomy in detail, drawing hundreds of figures and diagrams to help himself understand the nature of the human body.

Albrecht Durer – Nude Self Portrait – Pen & Ink – 1503-1505

Albrecht Durer – Figure of a Woman Shown in Motion – 1528

Albrecht Durer – Studies on the Proportions of the Female Body – Woodcut – 1528

Adam and Eve – 1507
His greatest fame though came from his printmaking. By his mid-2os he was famous throughout Europe for his incredible engravings and woodcuts. The engravings are what I studied at the Museum. They are deeply symbolic and allegorical in many cases.

Albrecht Durer – Melancholia – engraving – 1507
Albrecht Durer – Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse – Woodcut – 1498

Albrecht Durer – Knight, Death and the Devil – Engraving – 1513
His detail and composition are always expert of course but it is his willingness to expose deep truths and fears of life that always grabs me the most.
Finally, if you ever look at artwork involving praying hands, such at the huge bronze sculpture of praying hands here in Tulsa, here you are seeing the foundational drawing that they all are rooted in. Probably his most famous work to the non art oriented public. Interesting enough, it is not titled ‘Praying Hands’.

Albrecht Durer – Hands of an Apostle – Drawing – 1508
Durer is well worth investigating, not just the images but his story as well.
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